Saturday, June 22, 2013

I Have Nothing

So, i am a 13 year old boy, and my life was fine until i lost my mom on January, 3, 2013.
then after that everything changed more bad then good

So... its summer now and the report cards come in the mail
they came and after my dad saw them he asked us "what have you been doing in school?"
"Playing?".
              then i told him that i tried my best to match his expectations
                after that my dad told me that i wasn't trying to do shit!!
                   then i told him that i will do my best in the 8th grade!!
                          the said that, that is what he wants to hear.

Seconds after that fight, he told me to give him my kindle and take off the pass-code because all i do is play. he already had the laptop because he took it for a different reason, so he couldn't ask for that,

so after giving it to him, he told his girlfriend to put it inside of the backroom.
the next day after that i stayed home and when my dad and his girlfriend left the house to go to his store, i went inside of the backroom and took it to use until they came back. this went on successfully until one day my dad and his girlfriend came home early and normally my brothers will tell me when my dad comes home so that i can put the kindle back where it was and how it was so that my dads girlfriend wont notice that i took it out of the room, but this time my brothers  didn't even know that they were outside because they usually come home late. then i got caught and my dad took it away and permanently gave it to my little sister who was visiting for the weekend. after that all three of my brothers got mad at me until i let them know that part of what happened was their fault because they weren't paying attention to the living room window facing the driveway so that they could tell me when my dad and his girlfriend came to the house.

now i can only use the computer at my dads store and the public library computers to watch "Pretty Little Liars" on "Netflix" and i cant even watch as much episodes as i want because i only get a 2 hour limit at the public library and my dad needs to use the computer at his store to do his work.

               SO YEAH, I DO HAVE THE RIGHT SAY MY LIFE IS OVER!! ... PAINFULLY